

Pain of PostponementI want you so close, I want to be daring But no one can see the poison I'm bearing To let you in, to share my life would cause us both such harmful strife You cannot see it, I have made you blind Within my soul fight my heart and my mind If I were to hold you, it would be wrong It would prove to myself that I'm not at all strong What I must do, I don't know if you see would, in the end, be the best for us three It pains me so much to be 'only' a friend That's all for now but it isn't the end I'll finish my journey alone but well-blessed Maybe in time I'll have passePain of Postponement


I Speak Into NothingI speak into the foggy air Hoping someone will be there I speak into the pouring rain Still the outcome stays the same Thoughts have been bottled For so long inside me Where can I turn For someone to listen Where do I find The person that’s missing Curious maybe Without understanding Caring perhaps Without really knowing I’m going to jump Right off a cliff Hoping the end Will bear a new lifeI Speak Into Nothing


Exodus to FreedomPerfection shows outside, but inner faults glow I practiced this hard to put on a show I've tried so long to bury it down Deep under the surface, to never be found But one probing question, an innocent girl My tightly wound dogma begins to unfurl Can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't process my thoughts I'll take inventory of what truths I've got Thought I was purified, thoroughly clean I searched that much deeper, now look what I've gleaned I dug up the root, I've killed the hive's queen My secrets are open, for all who will see And now it's time...to take my leave.Exodus to Freedom


I'll Return To MeIt's been a long time, I'm rusty now. What's it like to feel? I've trapped emotions fo far down, my soul's darkest jail. Where's the key? I hid that too, never be free again. Solitude's safe, my hiding place, no one can interrupt. Sometimes fantasy sneaks past sense It shakes me up inside I'd like to love to share with you but feelings lost all meaning. Safe, alone, in my secret place. No one can ever find me. You knock and ring, you yell and scream, still I keep on hiding. I can't be roused, I won't be budged, why do you keep on tI'll Return To Me


Fireflies At NightFireflies At NightFireflies At Night
Fireflies at night, dancing over head, Bathing in the light, near the river bed, Reaching hands of youth, stretching toward the endless skies, Trying to catch a falling star, their twinkle in his eyes, Fireflies at night, avoiding the child’s net, I watch him run and play, a night he will never forget, Tumbling in the grass, foot prints in the sand, Youth such as this, adults could not understand, Fireflies at night, skimming upon the water, The little boy could almost get them, if he could reach a little bit farther, The trees begin to sway now, with


Untitled 2You started walking away, long ago You had you foot out the door. I should've let you go, and realized Realized then, to save this heart so soreUntitled 2
I don't need you now Ill keep telling myself that, Maybe, somehow it will come true Maybe, one day, i wont want you back
Perhaps, somehow it wont hurt so much To see all these constant reminders
Perhaps, one day the memories can be of the past Instead of something i cant put behind me
When will this devastating pain end When will i be able to live my own life Where you're not constantl


Sweet Releasei feel the pain as it filters through my bodySweet Release
it tears holes in my flesh
releasing all my pain and sorrows
it is a sweet sweet pain
as the knife twists and turns
it sends shivers up my spine
i no longer mind the hurt
i watch the blood trickle down my arm
deaths got to be easy
cuz lifes so hard
i feel the pain
as it leaves my body
i take one more slice
and say goodbye to nobody
whats the point of living
if u have nothing to live for
i take my last breath
and fall to the floor
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Tell someone there are 5 billion stars in the sky and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint on it and he just HAS to touch it.
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~Jennifer Elaine~
The unexamined life is not worth living
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